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Saturday, September 3, 2011 / 1:58 AM
How are you ?   I tried to smile , To forget everything and smile again, I tried to get over it , I tried to go on , But I can't . I still miss you . You said I do care about you , but I just don't love you anymore The moment I heard that , Tears start falling Until today , Tears didn't stop falling . These tears I saved . I've never thought you'll be the one to make the all drop I've never thought you'll be the one to break this broken heart .. I know I have no one else but myself to blame blame myself for not being there enough for trusting you so easily . for falling for you soo easily for being naive . for being weak . I've only got myself to blame . But , it doesn't help to ease this pain . I have no reason to go on. No reason to smile anymore no reason to be happy no reason . I'm going crazy . My heart is broken , I can't sleep at all . Even tho I tried . I might fall asleep . But I'll still wake up in the middle of the night , with tears in my eyes , in my dreams , I had you , so close . so close . you were holding me in your arms And suddenly , you . Disappeared That feeling , It haunts me . Every day , I put on that mask , that smile . to tell everyone , I'm fine . I'm okay . That made everything hurt more and more . No one sees the truth, that I've been crying all night long , when I'm all by myself . My heart aches more than anything . Baby boy , will you give me one more chance ? I'd change my everything I'd do anything . Just promise me you'll come back . Nothing matters more than you . Until you come back , I'm nothing . I STILL NEED YOU BESIDE ME . Do you remember what you told me ? all the promises you made ? you told me you were gonna marry me you told me you don't want anyone else but me. you told me you'll never leave me . you told me I was your one and only . Those words which once make me feel like I'm the happiest girl on earth now hurts me , it's dragging me to hell . And if I so happen to give up on life , that would be one of the reason why . |
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