Saturday, February 26, 2011 / 1:04 AM
Saturday (:

Saturday :D
My blog is dead , i shall update it with a few crazy pictures of what i did last saturday , right after volleyball (:
enjoyy :D







Thats how crazy i can get , even in public . 
That's because i know , 
no matter how crazy i go ,
how deep i fall ,
how imperfect i am ,
i still have you guys here with me ,
supporting me ,
and .
I'll be here for you if you need me also .

Yisin ,
You were here when i needed someone ,
For all these years ,
You never left .
From enemies to bestfriends ,
Altho we're so far apart 
You should know,
no matter what , no matter when ,
I'll be there for you as well .
I don't know what you're going through now .
And it hurts to see you this way ,
Like you used to tell me , 
Only one smile of mine , will make your day soo much better
And now , im gonna tell you the same
Only one smile , one sincere smile of yours 
Will make my day much better . 
I want my old smallkid back ,
the one which never cries but sees me cry 
the one that helps me go through everything im facing 
The one that is always smiling and laughing no matter wht happens 
not the one , that is sad , that cries ,
i know , everyone have their ups and downs 
you're going through your downs now .
I wont rush you or force you to get over it .
I just wish , you'll feel much better as each day goes by ,
I just wish , you'll put on that smile for me again one day .
And , I want you to know . I'll always be here for you .
P.S. Will you smile again ? Smile sincerely from your heart , 
Just for me .


Friday, February 18, 2011 / 2:53 AM
Happy Early Birthday Horny Chan :D

Happy Early Birthday Wah Biao (:



I've known you for err , 1 year ? less than that . around that
hahahha , hmm you're an awesome friend (: 
cant deny that fact . 
So  , to repay you for being an awesome friend ,
i'm gonna wish you happy birthday earlier xD
Happy early birthday , i'm wishing you this early 
might not be onlining tomorrow :/
hahah , am i the first ? maybe not :D
anyway , Happy Birthday ,
Have a blast (:
Hahahah , 
i guess that's it right ?
haha , bye pall :D
Enjoy .


/ 2:33 AM
Happy birthday baby ,

Happy Birthday Baby ,


It's been 3 years since you're gone . 
Tho , it's a long time , 
I still wish you'll come back .
It doesn't matter how long .
I'll still wait for you . 
p.s. the door here , this house , will always be open for you .
waiting for you to come home .
those days when you were here , i was the happiest kid .
I pray , you're living fine 
I pray , you're happy now 
I pray , for you .
I miss you baby .

I thought i'll have a hard time today , but it turns out to be better than what i thought ,
Maybe it's because i have you guys , (:
Friends i can count on . 
like these girls .
Natalie , Jocelyn .
Thank you (:

Dedications :
Natalie Toh : i might not know how important i am to you , 
i might not  be as important as i thought i'd be
Just so you know , you're really important to me ,
i want to see you happy as always . 
No more emo emo . seeing you sad , 
makes me sad as well . 
okay ? (:

Jocelyn Wong : You said you've never regretted meeting me ,
You reminded me bout what someone said ,
haha , i told you .
i've never regretted meeting you as well ,
meeting you , was one of the best thing which happened in my life ,

I Love Both of you (:



Tuesday, February 15, 2011 / 1:48 AM
Happy Birthday Son (:

Happy Birthday Chan JiaTsin ! 


Haha , i've known you for sometime , 1 year to 2 year right ? hahaha (:
Happy Birthday soonn . 
i know you love me like i love you right ?
hahaha 
enjoy your dayy . :D
xoxo , loves
i know , im your awesome mummy .






/ 1:03 AM
Second Post .

Have you ever asked yourself this question about the 1 you love ?
How sure are you he loves you ?
Because he said so ? Did he show you that he love you ? He might have loved you before
But , does he still do ? Time changes people , Emotions come and go as time passes , Feelings fade away too . It's unfortunate and sad . But i guess , this is just the way life is right ?

Next , if you're sure he loves you ,
What has he actually done for you ?
Gave you a present ? Gave you a hug ? Gave you a kiss ? Hold your hands ?
I cant deny , those actions . They do impress you and make you fall for them more . But , dont be surprised if it's just a play he's putting up for you .

If you know he doesn't love you anymore , If his friends have told you he said he want to leave you . If that guy asked whether he can break up with you . Then that proves that he's not worth you . Why bother being with someone who doesn't love you ? Why do you still want to sacrifice for him ? He is after all , not going to appreciate all of it . I know , letting go is the hardest thing to do . But you have to try ! If he's not yours then just let him go .

What you feel only matters to you . Its what you do that matters to the one that you love .
I'll do anything for the one that i love . I have heard that alot of times . It just seems like a saying people use to win someone's heart . If you would do whatever for the one you love , it's simple , all you have to do is do whatever it takes .

Who said you have to jump down a building to prove that you love someone ? Who said you need to let go of life just because you love someone ? It'll just prove that you are stupid and crazy . Just do whatever it takes whether it hurts you or not .

If they dont love you no more , you cant force them to come back to you . Just let him go , it's no use lingering around . And if he say , he's leaving you for certain reasons , maybe it's bout the people around him dont like you . But think again , if he really loves you , he wont bother what they think , he'll prove to them their thoughts are wrong . You'll both go through everything together if you really love each other . And if he cant do that , it proves that he dont love you enough and it's not worth you lingering around .

/ 12:14 AM
Justin's Birthday (:

Justin's Birthday ! (:

29/1/2011 , ahaha , celebrated justin's birthday (:
thanks for inviting once again .
i had loads of funn , met my girlfriends and many more . 
gosh , after so long . i miss you guys (: 
im speechless , (: let the pictures do the talkings .
















While i was looking for the pictures , i saw this picture . I miss those days spent , when are we gonna do all those crazy things we used to do again ? 
Shermaine Neo Ven - Sin . i miss you . :/



Babes , i miss all of you . 
I dont know why , i've been reading through loads of stuff , 
looking through all our pictures , 
i realised . 
i miss all of you :/ and i wanna tell you so badly , 
you guys are the best i had in my life .
im superb lucky to have all of you .
thank you ya'll , 
for being with me , 
bearing with all my imperfections , thanks . 
I just love you , all of you .



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