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Wednesday, June 8, 2011 / 11:45 AM
I miss you .  p.s. I'm sorry I feel so insecure , I guess , I love you a lil too much . I sometimes wonder if you really love me , I do have doubts . When you say you love me , do you really mean it ? I do care you know , I do . Guess you don't know when you talk to them , how much it hurts me ? You didn't know , maybe , you don't even care . Sometimes I feel like giving up , but there's always one reason which stops me for giving up , and that reason is because I love you . I often try and try , try so hard sometimes I get so tired , I tried thinking positive bout things , stop myself from all these negative thoughts , But it's not working , you did so many things which allows me to start thinking negatively , It shouldn't be like this , we're suppose to turn out good . Why do I always have doubts ? I often ask . I feel so ashamed . I'm so insecure . But please , believe me , there's a part of me worth keeping . Don't leave , dont ever leave . Just so you know , no matter what happens , I'm still never gonna give up on you , I made my decision to love you , I'm not gonna let that go so easily , No matter what happens , I'll still love you , Even if it'll hurt me a lot . I hope , I wish , things could just get better , I miss you baby boy . |
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