Friday, June 24, 2011 / 5:42 AM
Dear Superman , will you come back for me ? I'm missing you already . You've been gone for too long . This is killing me . I'm suffering from a pain and it's not healing . I'd jump down to stop this pain . Short update , Went MPSJ with the girls . I miss them alot , :/ Hope to see them again soon . xx , Loves . |
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Thursday, June 9, 2011 / 9:13 AM
Happy Birthday (': Happy Birthday , Mr Brandon Ong . Hmm , you've been a very nice friend , Always here for me , Listening to me grumble , Giving me advises , I was a useless friend , Couldn't even do a thing when you're down , I might not know the reason behind it , But , It's your birthday , You're suppose to be happy . And after today , No more emo Brandon Ong , Well , maybe you can . Once a week only (: No matter what , I'll always be here , Cheer up okay ? I hope you're feeling better now , You promised me you'll feel better today (: I hope you kept your promises . okay , I'm getting speechless , This was suppose to be up before 12 . But you took years to reply me about what colour you like , Now it's your belated birthday already :/ Sorry D': Happy Birthday again , Love you (: p.s. knowing you're hurt and I can't do a thing , It hurts alot :/ Take care baby boy . love you always . p.s.s , Today , I waited and waited . for just one text . the day ended . not a text , or a call from you , I miss you ;/ |
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Wednesday, June 8, 2011 / 11:45 AM
I miss you . p.s. I'm sorry I feel so insecure , I guess , I love you a lil too much . I sometimes wonder if you really love me , I do have doubts . When you say you love me , do you really mean it ? I do care you know , I do . Guess you don't know when you talk to them , how much it hurts me ? You didn't know , maybe , you don't even care . Sometimes I feel like giving up , but there's always one reason which stops me for giving up , and that reason is because I love you . I often try and try , try so hard sometimes I get so tired , I tried thinking positive bout things , stop myself from all these negative thoughts , But it's not working , you did so many things which allows me to start thinking negatively , It shouldn't be like this , we're suppose to turn out good . Why do I always have doubts ? I often ask . I feel so ashamed . I'm so insecure . But please , believe me , there's a part of me worth keeping . Don't leave , dont ever leave . Just so you know , no matter what happens , I'm still never gonna give up on you , I made my decision to love you , I'm not gonna let that go so easily , No matter what happens , I'll still love you , Even if it'll hurt me a lot . I hope , I wish , things could just get better , I miss you baby boy . |
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